IM DEAD((:

30.12.06

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

YAY!!! i'm FINALLY 15.
wait...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD ISHAK!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR ADILAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD IDRIS!
my dearest cousins; may you grow up and grow more hair(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!
dearest love; i missed you lah damned it. COME BACK SOON!
and happy birthday dear(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!
the OTHER fluff that has the same birthday as me.

okay.
today didn't do much. in the morn, we all went to the market. had breafast at the coffee shop. and guess what. I SPILLED HOT MILK TEA ON MY PANTS. the WHOLE CUP): my father just laughed and said, "happy birthday."

ugh.

after that spent the whole day doing homework.
yeah; pretty boring birthday.

funny thing is; MY BRO GOT A NEW PAIR OF JEANS. it's not even his birthday. ): ):

HAI.
but yesterday was GREAT!
thanks for coming with me gadis(: erza and mikoh!! you guys should have been there(:
i was soooo kan cheong. fell twice ): i was the slow kind of fall. first one was a kid; going against current. then i; being the older and perhaps MORE stable one; had to avoid. then cannot balance, so i bend my knees to a half squat then... i fell. abit stupid but yah. the second one happened when me and gadis were holding hands, i was on the left. i wanted to skate to the outer ring and gad wanted the inner ring. so we ended up spinning. her skates closed while mine opened up. i swear i couldn't stand. so i fell(:

then skate for two hours, then watch bro play soul calibeur; then watch the KAMBING(: there black sheep leh. (; so the there because of the decomposition of their S.H.I.T hahha

yeah;
i wanna watch brokeback mountain. anyone?

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
12/30/2006 07:10:00 PM

16.12.06

I FORGOT.

taekwondo ppl, pls check mlg for tkd formation under NPCC->Announcement
k? [:

i keep on refreshing xy's blog to listen to kizuna(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
12/16/2006 08:05:00 PM

HELLO HELLO(:

okay im back to update!! yay! [clap]
today was fun!

went for tkd(:
guess what; i was first to come down! (:
then came jason, then eric, then the scary person. then cyn, jr, jw, xy, jy and SHERYL. didn't get to say bye bye cos was engrossed in jason's game boy. sims 2!! (:
edlyn, theresa and benjamin came only after we fall in.

did normal things. tuck jump. toe jump. bla
SPLIT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i swear my bones were breaking.
OH, then we did this step-in-front-and-do-single-knife-hand-chop-to-the-neck-then-low-block-with-knife-hand. AND IT WAS THE SCARIEST THING EVER. sir called on the "scary guy" cos he never do properly. then he STARTED CRYING. then sir was saying "you cry for what. you cannot do, i never scold you so you cry for what. you sit down there." WOOOT GO SIR. if i were sir, i'd freak out lah. haha(:then did the patterns. I WANTED TO CRY DOWN THERE. keep mistaking steps for just FORGETTING COMPLETELY. plus i dont know which taega is which pattern. ARGH! help please, anyone? SOBS.

BUUUUUTTTTTT.... the kicks part was fun(:
the counters(:
AH, such hotness!
sir does it so prettily(:
counter backthrust is nice(:
OH, must teach kana the sparring backthrust for break board(:
DISTANCE!! yes(:

then played around with the punching bag.
sir thought me how to kick turning kick properly. haha; so paiseh. very long never go must start back from beginning. hai...
then benjamin show me the flying side kick(?) i think so. then me and eric tired it out. mine was just UNGRACEFUL. my kicking leg go in front then my other leg will fly behind. so i look like a clumsy ballerina. eric's was something like mine; except mine is MUCH MUCH MUCH worse.then we did the step-backthrust. the first kick; i just spun around and around. didn't even kick lah. but it got better(: i think sir does it very cool. he's like doing it so easily but damn sub. almost as hot as bruce lee. bruce lee is THE HOTTEST person ever. did you know that bruce lee founded jeet kune do? but i dont like his infamous shout. its like... aaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaah. and bruce DOES NOT say wataa. and he was the chacha champion of hong kong before he was the martial arts specialist? damn unbelievable.

okay; off track.
then we ended class without dessert(: ice-kacang pls?
haha. then theresa went of first cos her mama was there. then whlie walking CYNTHIA FELL DOWN AFTER WALKING BACKWARDS AND TRIPPING OVER MY LEG. haha; the secret is out(: then bubble tea with eric. WAH I MISS PASSION FRUIT(: sooo deeeelicious. then popular, then more than words. mr keong was there with SUPPOSEDLY his gf. haha. bought stuff for rod. then went home.

i swear my stomach was growling cos i didn't eat anything since last night. and my mum didn't cook anything. i swear i was on the verge of crying. then i go and cook maggi(: and here i am.

went blog hopping. i swear some people have the BEST memory ever lah. liana was writing everything i said to her. i was like, WAH. you'd think she had a recorder somewhere.
I DONT MIND THE SINGING!!! during training must do properly only okay?
ROD ROD!!!(: but i still feel unprepared... ):

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
12/16/2006 06:12:00 PM

30.11.06

WOW, realised i got lots of tags

mikoh-: WO AI NI ALOT ALOT OSO OSO(: haha. whatever that means(:
gadis: HAHAHAHA, i shall be CACING WOMAN! [theme song] (:
EFIERA: haha, something like that you notice, haha(: AWESOME
mikoh-:haha(: okay, okay, i chill. I COOL(: WOOT WOOT!
tHERESA-: haha. long time... long time(;
jr:haha,okay(: i relax... YOU CALL ME OLD?? how daring of you. haha(: thanks dear(:
zach&IBAL: wtf haha. WOW, I FEEL SUCH.... INSPIRATION. oh TAKE ME AS YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT; bs(:
,:I'M A BITCH!!! WOOOOOT(:
mikoh-: haha; cool lah you babe(:
jiatru: HAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAA. (:
tHERESA-:hey
Gadis:haha. NASTY? (:
JESSica: wahlao; YOU talk like i'm gonna die or something. haha. love you too darl... :D
tHERESA-:i AM dao(:

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11/30/2006 05:28:00 PM

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. from now on, we are gonna work MUCH harder. we're on a BIGG time constrain cos lots of you all are going of overseas and enjoy your hols LIKE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO [stupid sch. haha. NP IS OK THOUGH :P(hands-up)] so its hard to have a full team. whatever it is we're gonna be training hard for a GREAT performance(: try your best to come down for every single session and make it count.

maybe we should call ourselves T-CUBE. THE-TKD-TEAM. haha. load of bs(;

for these pairs, please prepare 2-3 FAKE knifes [cardboard from boxes preferably]:
-ameerah&hyeon
-sabrina&melissa
-kana&andrea
-nurul&hazirah

(:

yesterday's training was MESSED UP. morning late, WHY? cos father don't let me go so early, WHY? cos must wait until my sis finish doing her BIGG business, WHY? so that I CAN CHANGE HER STINKIN DIAPERS. wtf wtf....

reach sch. straight away change. warm-up, bla. kicks, blabla. SELECTION. (: no sqdmts to help out. had to ask my HUMBLE MINION write out the scores. retakes, reveal; RELIEF/resent..

I DO NOT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT D.T. DID. WHATEVER, NOT LISTENING. "could you have a buddy in class?" PISS-OFF!!!! keh.

played OH MACARONI with sec 1s and the 4 sec 2s. PPL THE LYRICS GOES LIKE THIS.

OH MACARONI
OH macaroni
say-yah BOM
semi ONE; semi TWO
say-yah say-yah BOM BOM BOM
say-yah say-yah BOM BOM BOM
one
two
three
four
five
six
seven
eight
nine
TEN [PIAK]

haha(: kana's method is LETHAL. nvr sit beside her. OR geraldine for that matter. the MATRIX woman. very interesting ppl. HAHA. keh, nvr won once. they pick up things fast yah?

then end np.
went tanglin.
then went back. ABIT mood-ruining ): but i guess they do have a point. OHWELL.

today; went swimming with sis while bro went GYM. hah. FIRST TIME. he abit malu...

ARGH, CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!!!
NVM, next post(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
11/30/2006 04:03:00 PM

12.11.06

I'M TIRED OF YOU.
LISTENING TO YOU TALK ABOUT ME;
LIKE AS IF I KILL YOUR PARENTS.
I TRIED MY BEST.
TO KEEP MYSELF CALM.
TO FEIGN IGNORANCE.
TO LET YOU BLAB ON AND ON.
WELL FUCK YOU AND YOUR CREW.
UNLIKE YOU, I'M STANDING ON MY OWN.
COS WHY? NO ONE KNOWS.
AT LEAST YOU HAVE YOUR CLAN.

SO YOU THINK WHEN I SHUT IT; YOU'RE SAFE TO BITCH ON?
SO YOU THINK WHEN YOU THREATEN ME; I REALLY CARE?
SO YOU THINK WHEN YOU TALK; EVERYONE LISTENS?

GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE WRONG.
AND SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL REGRET IT.
you just watch out.

TO HELL WITH YOU

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
11/12/2006 04:33:00 PM

6.11.06

at sch now...
waiting for GEOG which is at 1 and now its ONLY 10!
ugh. THANK GOD FOR LAPTOP. (:
gad and randee also with me and the laptops.
abit screwed lah must wait like 3 hours...
HAI.....

jr go out with narmy and rachel lah.
went SHOPPING.
hmpf.
IM SO PISSED.
tmr must see lee bee yann.
ARGH.

damn.
today they got outing again.
ARGH.
boooohoooooo.
IM SO SAAAD.

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
11/06/2006 10:17:00 AM

5.11.06

i have no idea what i'm doing right now. i just got this sudden urge to blog... go figure. i shall reply to tags(:

greeen-: haha. i gotta go back EVERY SINGLE DAY LAH. haha(: see you too... i guess? (:take care too

mikoh-:OF COURSE(: haha. come back to sch for hol lesson lah. love you too(:

aida: HAHA. duit raye? DREAM ON BABE... i forgot your blog add leh. DO tell(:

brenDA: i am angry >:( i dont wanna talk to you and more. I DONT FRIEND YOU. HMPF

UNKNOWN: if you're the one i think you are; then yeah. well, i guess we can't do anything about it.... HAH. next year i guess(: gotta hold on then :D HAPPY HOLS TO YOU TOOO(:~~i miss you too~~

zach: haha dream on zach. my tagboard is ALWAYS sexy. WAS anyway. YOUR FAULT LAH. yeah. lets pray for lisa k? is it that she got no say on who she can stay with? bloody idiot mother. who the FUCK DISALLOWS siblings to see each other. ARGH.

I WANNA GO BACK TO SCH(:
can i relearn sec3 in two months? I DOUBT IT!!

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11/05/2006 01:18:00 PM

4.11.06

MILOFUSE

yeah. we're THAT lame. haha. it all started when amim brought in some milo nestum. got idea to do an advertisment. SO THERE YOU HAVE IT(: haha

hari raya was fun too(:
sial, i miss lisa too...

I HATE YOU BITCH...

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
11/04/2006 09:27:00 PM

BORING!!!

today was plain boring.
listening to THE BLACK PARADE album(:
the hotness man!!!

i dont love you like i loved you YESTERDAY.
didn't go out at all today ):
woke up 8 lah. SO LATE >:(
i started filing up ALLLLLLLL my worksheets(;
E MATHS IS DONE. worksheets and test by order of date.
notes by chapter.
bio TOO(:

wish i could take a photo of it):
no camera.... SIGH

OH, next post. i show you what my cousins came up with on the night of hari raya. DAMN BORED LAH...(;

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11/04/2006 08:56:00 PM

31.10.06

TODAY WASTE SOOO MUCH TIME!!!
aiya, damn disorganized. everyone busy with the fancy drills than forget about banner!!! buy PRIMARY COLOURS AND WHITE CLOTH!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

heh. sorry. gotta let that go :D

yar lah. abit boring for those who are not involved. I WANNA LEARN FANCY DRILLS. i feel so out ):

SIGH.

hehe [HINT].

CAN WE START TKD SOON??? please <333
or atleast gimme something to do? please?

FORGIVE ME FOR THIS OUTBURST. but i really feel sad.
):

then got to go home.
JELLY BEANS, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU HAD AN OUTING WITHOUT TELLING ME. I OFFICIALY HATE YOU ALL. ICE-SKATING SOMEMORE. HMPF.

~~you guys~~, sorry for the boring session ya?

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10/31/2006 09:21:00 PM

27.10.06

its been a long time.

i wanna say sorry again. i know warnings were actually not meant for me. and i cant blame you if your perceptions of me change. because i know its wrong. i know now. i dont know what else to say but sorry. really, truly sorry.

and to you. i dont know. i guess its weird that i suddenly come out like that. i dont know why i'd rather confess than keep it quiet. i guess i got nothing else to say either than i'm sorry. i don't know why. i don't know.

MIKOH
i love you girl. i'll miss you. work hard with me yah. i come by and visit ya everyday.

NARMATHA
omg. i'll NEVER forget you lah. although you are the MOST UNRESPONSIVE PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. haha. GO SHOPPING!!!!!!! damn i'll miss you.

SHI MIN
i wish i got to know you better. HEY we still can go to school together(: i love you girl.

CLAUDIA AND SARAH
i'll miss you bitches man. never thought i'd say it but yeah(: take care you guys and work hard.

sqdmts at atc(:
take care you guys. dont fall sick or anything. have fun too :D

jellybeans at je library(;
sorry i cant come today. had to stay home D: I FUCKING MISS YOU GUYS LAH!

brother at jec>:(
you better hurry home with my mc spicy and ayah's ac chicken. I'M HUNGRY!!!!! idiot.

REPLIES!(factorial)

eRza:HAHA(: yeah. curly eyes are my specialty

HANISAH: yea. i did(:

mikoh-: same to ya(:

junior: you are? thanks! same to you(:

theresa-*: I'M NO LONGER FLUFFY! yeah i'll log into friendster soon(:

(: : i just did:D

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10/27/2006 05:12:00 PM

15.10.06

001. Real name: NUR INSYIRAH BINTE YACOB
002.Nickname: SYIRA; SHISHI; RARA; AHPA; GANPA; SELENGE
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: capriCORN
005.Male or female: I'M A SHEMALE! HAHA
006.Elementary school: JUYING PRIMARY SCHOOL
007.Ipod: WO MEI YOU D:
008.How many friends do you have?: you really dont expexct me to count them right? what a stupid question! should be taken out lah.
009.Name you use on Friendster: i cant remember... HAHA
010.Hair color: black and CURLY
012.Long or short hair: short and CURLY
014.Eye color: DARK BROWN(: and CURLY!!
015.Are you a health freak?: meaning?
016.Height: not tall enough but taller than JIATRU AND MARION!!!
017.Do you have a crush on someone: GERARD AND MIKEY WAY!!!!
018.Do you like yourself: duh, im the HOTNESS!
019.Braces: yeck
020.Think of yourself as awesome?: awesome? no... hot? MAYbe... :D
021.Piercings: 2
022.Tattoo: on my duodenum
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: nope
025.Piercings: 2; baby lah
026.Best Friend: syuhada!!! tadika(:
027.Award: award? erm, what type?
028.Sport you joined: officially; NETBALL unofficially; BADMINTON
029.Pet: fish and terrapin(:
030.Vacation: kukup, malaysia; was still in tummy(: 7mnths
031.Concert: RAIHAN!!! haha before umbrah
034.TV show: SESAME STREET! elmoiHEART
035.Color/s: first COLOUR? what first? fuck this sucks... SPECIFY CAN?
036.Music: "sunny days, sweeping up clouds away; on my way to where the air is CLEAR! can you tell me how to get, how to get to SESAME STREET!"
039.Drink: BREAST MILK
040.Body part excluding face: ???? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!?! i guess when my dad's sperm fuses with my mum's egg, if you can call that a body part.
041.Cartoon: looney tunes!
042.Piece/s of clothing: the hospital baby clothes(:
043.Brand of clothing: tollyjoy(:
044.You sleep with: my mother?
045.School: TUMBLE TOTS!
046.Animal: ???????????? I'M GETTING FED UP!!!!!
047.Books: BUBBLES the monkey(:!!!
048.Magazine:ZOO-ED AND BIRD LIFE(:
049.You're eating: FIRST EATING? what PORRIDGE?
050.You're drinking: BREAST MILK!!!!!!!
052.You're about to: eh, seriously ah. "THE FIRST YOU'RE ABOUT TO" what part of THAT makes sense?
053.Listening to: helena- my chemical romance
055.Waiting for:10pm
056.Watching: THE DAMN COMPUTER SCREEN LAH
057.Wearing: pyjamas
Your Future
058.Want children: ADOPT(:
059.Want to get married: nope. i think sex hurts.
060.Careers in mind: NO IDEA!! someone PLEASE help me with that
Which is better with the opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: GERARD'S EYES AND MIKEY'S LIPS!
069.Hugs or kisses: GERARD'S HUG AND MIKEY'S KISS
070.Shorter or taller: slightly taller(:
072.Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!!!! haha
073.Nice stomach or arms: 6-PACK and nice, strong arms(; HAHA
074.Sensitive or loud: uh, abit sensitive. definitely not loud.
075.Hook-up or relationship: relationship lah.
076.Sweet or caring: BOTHIHEART
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: none?
Have you ever...
078.Kissed a stranger: accidentally! haha primary school a guy tripped. haha, HE BLUSH LIKE ANYTHING LAH!! he was a senior, forgot his name(:
079.Drank bubbles: who the hell drinks bubbles?
080.Lost glasses or contacts: lost, no. broke; YES
081.Ran away from home: HAHA, not that dumb
082.Broken a bone: NOPE.
083.Got an X-ray: yeah
084.Broken your admirer's heart: GOT!!! PRI SCH!!! a guy secret secret like me, then his friend told me when all of us were at class. then i just burst out laughing! couldn't stop. till today, he never talk to me. heehee(:
086.Turned someone down: see above?
087.Cried when someone died: i didn't. was too scared.
088.Cried at school: heh. lots.
Believe in...
089.God: yeah:D ALLAH S.W.T
090.Miracles: yeah(:
091.Love at first sight: UH...
093.Aliens: :D
094.Magic: :D
095.Heaven: YES:D
096.Santa Claus: nope. stupid old man; "HOHOHOHO"
097.Sex on your first date: DIE A VIRGIN!
098.Kiss on your first date: no lah, siao ah.
099.Angels: YES:D
Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone you want to be with right now: YEAH! JAVIER! BRENDA! HALIE! XIAO MIN! i really really miss you guys. hope you did well for your fye(:

Name 20 people (10 girls and 10 boys) you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people.

hanisah
randee
gadis
erza
mikoh
narmatha
rachel
shi min
jiaxin
DIANA TANG

erm;
zach
hidir
iqbal
megah
zul
abdillah
nazri
javier
GERARD WAY!
MIKEY WAY!

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
10/15/2006 02:06:00 PM

12.10.06

I REALLY REALLY PROMISE I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW OKAY(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
10/12/2006 10:28:00 PM

26.8.06

today had science challenge cum mind sports competition. some of us peer leaders had to be stationed at different parts of the sch and just briefly tell them about them.

artsconservatory- xue yuan and eileen
milleniumclassroom- amelia
library- sheryl sim
artgallery- ranran and gadgad
heritagegallery- genevieve, jolynn and shu yi
miniforumandwaterfall- yifong
studypavilion- insyirahthehotness

so damn lame lah. bloody pri sch kids were no better than some pesky irritating swarm of mosquitos. CANNOT stand them. luck was on my side cause theresa ended class and had nothing to do till 1(: thank for your hotdog roll lass!

so after some fish balls, chickens, slideshow and stacking up of chairs, i bid bye bye to randee and mutiara and yifong cos they were going to have a part lunch at a neat restaurant. WHY DON'T WE DO THAT TOO?!?!?! hint? anyways.... i decided to drop by to see SIR! actually i wanted to jump up on him and say BOO! but everyone was like " EH, syira, syira!" we had a little chat, then after that he had to continue on with training. i had LOTS MORE to talk, so i was waiting for the break but it was getting pretty late. the jianye came by. THAT BLOODY SOB DIDN'T RECOGNISE ME. THE SAME JERK THAT KICKED ME IN THE VERGIGI GAVE ME THE WHO-WHE-HELL-ARE-YOU LOOK. THAT IDIOT. I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM TILL I KICK HIS VERGIGI. UGH.

eric's voice broke!!! coooooolio. he sounds hotter now... dean grew taller since i last saw him. didn't get to talk to jeff sir. heard ivan sir rarely comes back. wah kao i missed everyone. i felt like an outsider over there lah. tried to do one simple backthrust but i can't make it ): i almost cried over there. teared up lah. i teared up thinking about it. fuck, i'm tearing up now! i'll probably tear up every single time i read this posr to remind me how rusty and uninvolved i'ce becomed. even in np lah. okay no, i dont wanna go there. i don't wanna be a lousy, depressed sack of meat.

pretty shocked that i saw so little sec ones and NO sec twos. i was like WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED. i asked sir,

"so little sec ones ah,"
"no la. they never come,"
"sec twos leh?"
"they always late one"
"must go and scold them, sir"
"ya lah, you incharge ah?"

then we started about my life again.
yeah pretty startled.

then i went home. ate lun-ner. and typed this.

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW:- RANDEE, THERESA, GADIS, JIAT RU AND ALL THE PPL WHO ASKED ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG?!?!?! hope you are(:

gonna prepare to go to grandmama's house!

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
8/26/2006 06:53:00 PM

11.7.06

woah.

its about TIME i updated.

geez, being log head isn't as easy as it looks or sound. it's pretty much TOUGH WORK. haha, estimate THIS, account for THAT. whoohoo. i thought log head can hold the key, but it turns out only oic, cynthia, can hold it. SHRUGS. and i found out that cis can just take anything from the room without infroming. NOTE FOR SELF: 5 COMPASSES ARE MISSING. i dont think they have compasses @ hta. HMMMAJORHINTMMM.

GOT GREAT HELP from my department mates(: love em
assistant head: JING WEN
armourer: NIFONG
wefare head: AMANDA
medic: HANISAH

(:
hey guys, if you're reading this then tell me when you guys are free.

sch has bee a drag. losing interest like ANYTHING. well, besides geog and chem WHICH I REALLY REALLY like, its pretty much a dread. i guess i like it cos i know some stuf fabout it already. i dont like coming into class where every one else know the answer but me. i usually try my best to read up before the class but i cant find the time to read every subject, so i end up reading chem and geog over and over again. SHRUGS. i can't figure myself out either. oh wells...

havent been updating much, losing interest in this too, haha. anyway, here's a page where you can read or submit random stories you like or made yourself. my brother and his mates made it. some stories i read are pretty funny, some are just plain retarded. --> http://we-are-random.blogspot.com

did i tell you that log head has to raise SINGAPORE flag?!? DAMN...

reply to tags
halie: i dont know what happened.. sorry about not hanging out anymore. i really can't find the time ):

bro: thanks jose

theresa: indeed i must. i have completed my task oh so mighty lord PTI. heh.

-: hmm, funny you might ask. nah, i dont wanna say anything anymore. it might just get my blood boiling. you're pretty blantant and blunt, you know. who are you anyway. this issue is pretty well known i guess. BAH-

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7/11/2006 08:23:00 PM

6.5.06

JESSICA IS ONE HOT SEXY BITCH
SHE IS SOOOO HOT THAT IM SWELTERING IN HER HEAT!!!
HAHA.
jess is currently sick so stay away from her. her doctor tells her she's having the common flu. but she is suffering from the I-MISS-SYIRA-FLU. so please keep away. and jess, if you read this, you're hallucinating. another symptom of the illness(;

JESS ADMIT IT; I'M YOUR ANTIDOTE(;

haha. i love you, jess(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
5/06/2006 09:08:00 PM

27.4.06

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIDA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
<33

(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
4/27/2006 09:16:00 PM

24.4.06

just MAYBE

WHY IS THAT EVERYONE has to do something to hurt the other? why can't people just let things go? why would something so small turn big and then comes back to HURT everyone? why do i always get shocked and dissapointed about someone or something?

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS ENOUGH

yesterday
grabbed me, lifted me, made me high, happy; ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU HAVE ANOTHER. only to let me down HARD. only to leave me alone.

today
shocked me, witnessed, found out something EXTRA; OUCH MAN. made me regret. made me feel sad, angry, confused and even betrayed.

WHY CAN'T WE ALL GET ALONG?

---

FORGET IT.

went home with ERZA; MARION; SHERMIN AND JESS. saw REZ AND SHAF MA'AM along the way. discussed alot of stuff. THEY SAID,"IF YOU ARE BUNG, THEN JO IS WHAT?!" wahlau; just you wait. on GRAD NIGHT; i dress up like as BUNG as possible. then later judge if i can be sucessful bung. but of course, i need jo's help...

HA-

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4/24/2006 08:26:00 PM

21.4.06

I'm Sorry
for all the mean things i have said.

I'm Sorry
For all the things i did or didn't do.

I'm Sorry
If I ever ignored YOU

I'm Sorry
If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.

I'm Sorry
If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you

I Luv You
Don't EVER forget that!
Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you

I'm Sorry
For everything wrong I've ever done

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?

What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

got it from an email.
it means alot; without the curse-if-you-dont-send-to-5-other-ppl of course.

tmr: TO JESS; SWETHA AND ANDREA
my darling squadmates!!! YOU CAN DOOOOOOOO IIIT OOKKAAAY? we'll be behind you all the way(:
to the sec twos too(: saw some of you all training by yourselves... KEEP IT UP and JIAYOU.

to the BADGE TEST PPL(: NI MEN ALSO CAN MAKE IT!!!! WO AI NI MEN!!! (: yea yea(:

NPCC DAY PARADE 06

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
4/21/2006 09:16:00 PM

2.4.06

YAY; thank you(: says:
HOW COME JESS IS YOUR MUMMY
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
hahaha why?
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
HAHAHAH
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
cannot meh?
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
(:
YAY; thank you(: says:
NO
YAY; thank you(: says:
CANNOT
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
too bad i chop her already!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
heee
YAY; thank you(: says:
and you didnt even add me at friendster
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
YAY; thank you(: says:
HA
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
hahaha wait lah!
YAY; thank you(: says:
im her boyfriend(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
i'm blogging lah ahma
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
oh okay
YAY; thank you(: says:
i added you le
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
then i shall tell her that i dont like you cause you always abuse me when she not at home!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
TEEHEE
YAY; thank you(: says:
haha
YAY; thank you(: says:
will i go to court?
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
YAY; thank you(: says:
sobs
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
yes yes!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
heee
YAY; thank you(: says:
too bad cos i know she loves me TOOO much and i shall psycho her into ABANDONING you
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
YAY; thank you(: says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHA-evil
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
OMG
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
no way
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
i am HER daughter
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
how can she do that to me?!
YAY; thank you(: says:
of course she can
YAY; thank you(: says:
got two options
YAY; thank you(: says:
either throw you in a dumpster OR
YAY; thank you(: says:
chop you up and cook you in curry
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
she would never!
YAY; thank you(: says:
oh yes she WILL
YAY; thank you(: says:
with my PSYCHIC SKILLS she will(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
omg
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
-pushes you away!!
YAY; thank you(: says:
haha
YAY; thank you(: says:
YOU CAN NEVER ESCAPE
YAY; thank you(: says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
YES I CAN
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
AHHHH
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
HELP ME!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
MOLESTER!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
-POINTS AT YOU

OMG! I LOVE RYHAN(: jess is ryhan's mum ):

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
4/02/2006 08:15:00 PM

22.3.06

WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WONDER WHATS ITS PRICE
[hums to tune of "we just got a letter" by blues clues]

wondering eh? its $5.50
I TOT it'll be like $20+++ cos it's like so diff to get buy mallet from ma'am. shrugs. anyway.... I BEEG BEEG HUGE GIGANTIC THANKS TO TAN LI LING FOR HELPING TO CHECK AND BUY THE MALLET. wo ai ni alot alot. oh wait. I AM SUPPOSED TO HATE YOU. (:

I DONT LIKE MDM LIM. ): make us go there for nothing once. make us go there again.
YES SYF PARADE TRAINING WAS CANCELLED. i didnt go for malay AND E MATHS. argh.

and to think that MDM LIM sits RIGHT BESIDE MS SAIFA. ugh.

i wanna be a cheer leader and carry purple pom poms everywhere(:
comps COMING. help me wish for my blisters to go away and for our team to win it for crescent (:

JIA YOU CRESCENT HOCKEY!!!!

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
3/22/2006 09:46:00 PM

21.3.06

today was A-OKAY
was pretty fun actually.
ms malini wasnt here.
time past by like ANYTHING.

RONIN. oh yeah.
i thought cynthia and liling was very MEAN today. tsk tsk.
naughty naughty.

OH WELLS, i think they'd do better with their full band.
shrugs.

DETENTION was okay. i was holding the red pail with cecil and lisa when i saw MDM LIM. wah i CHIONG inside the room lah. SEKALI bk ma'am was there. and to make things WORST, claudia and rebecca ma'am walked in. i was silently cursing myself. i dont know which one is worst... shrugs. then i was supposed to clean the WHOLE room by myself. but the room was DAMN CLEAN LAH. i didn't know what to do lah. ended talking to wai man, masliana, vanya and teri. (:

I NEED TO PAY
:$10 FOR ENGLISH
:$20 FOR CLASS FUND
:$10 FOR MELAKA CAMP

OH SHIT. i just realised i owe dhanusha $5 damn.

i read shaf ma'am's blog. I ALSO WANT THE BOTTLE!!!! my cousin has the BLUE ONE. argh. i want the RED ONE. HOT HOT HOT<333

fry is last, what a disgrace.

CAN I HAVE MY LETTER?

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
3/21/2006 08:28:00 PM

16.3.06

campcraft(:

okay; i probably am the SLOWEST to blog about campcraft.
i actually wanted to write down my whole campcraft journey. but honestly, probably to late. so i shall write a little message(:

to DEAREST CC MATES:-
what the hey! we made it into the FINALS!!! yeah, we are all stressed with promo, cc, studies with a cherry on top. but we all can do this(: JUST ONE MORE WEEK, just hang in there. we are the SEVEN FOREVER GALXZXZXZXZ [with ah-lian accent] haha, but we shd be first forever galxzxzx, then can get first(: haha WHOOPS oop. yeah, no matter RAIN, SHINE, THUNDERSTORM EVEN, we'll have to get through this. have done good enough getting through the finals bUt nothing its better than WINNING THE TROPHY AND WALKING IN TRIUMPH. yeah. so JIAYOU; WE CAN DO THIS

(:

next time, i'll write about credits(:

TO cynthia: GREAT JOB CAPTAIN. motivated us throughout(;

to jiatru: I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOU OKAY?thanks for being there for me.

to xy: YEAH YEAH, my FLAGSTAFF WOMAN.ERECT flagstaff in 3 mins okay(:

to jingwen:YAY(: lashings improved!!! jiayou(: proud of you

to farzanah:JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT DE! yea yea(: practice hard ya?

to nifong:MODEL STUDENT!(: cut twine dont let the ball roll out okay?

to edlyn:OH YEAH EDLYN EDLYN ALL THE WAY!!! (: i love edlyn. jiayou okay(:

to racha: JIAYOU, thanks for being there for me. i love your never say die spirit(:

to denise:DENISE!!! MUST NOT BAD MOOD! you dont bad mood, i also dont okay?(:

to liling: i'll share the mallet(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
3/16/2006 09:43:00 PM

14.3.06

we got into finals;
WHOOpie.

blog about it next time.

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
3/14/2006 09:23:00 AM

why is every one i know becoming a crook?
why would all them just leave me clueless?
why is it that all of this happens at once?

first its YOU;
hurt me real bad.
made me look like a fool.
made me think, is it all worthit?
made me think, should i even care?
and asked myself, should i be upset over this? should i just forget it? should i just PRETEND like nothing ever happened...

AS MUCH I WLD LIKE TO JUST THROW IT AWAY, AS MUCH AS I WANT IT TO NEVER HAPPEN; i cant. it KILLS ME thinking about it.

and just as i was to forget about anything that happened. YOU come along and bring your GIRLFRIEND to me.

not like you did anything wrong to me, but; its just IMMORAL. its wrong. in SO MANY ASPECTS its WRONG. i know it was pretty rude of me to just stand up and walk away. i dont know whats happening to me or to you. both of you. actually three of you. its sick, its disgusting and it makes me giddy. i can't even IMAGINE what you do TOGETHER. my mum was saying 'dont mix with these kind of people. you might just turn into them' HOW can i not mix with them. HOW CAN I. they are EVERYWHERE. whatsmore; I LIKE THESE PEOPLE. HECK, I LOVE THEM. why, you ask? cos they are GREAT people. super awesome friends. really one of a kind.

and now i sit here and ask myself; what should i do? and if you're feeling guilty reading this [i bet you wont be], what do you want me to do?

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
3/14/2006 08:34:00 AM

1.2.06

SORRY LAH my tmr is very long.

shall skip the mockery of tll. i just wanna say...
N-D-PAY!!!! haha.

you know what, that rhymes(;
haha. okay.

cny concert was such a drag. seriously, why depend on karaoke to celebrate cny? why not a short presentation on cny celebrations throughout the years ro throughout thw world? why NOT? its better than some ear-piercing... ah. nvm lah. OH WELLS. after that, went to brenda's house, its so damn nice lah. we help to clean her house, bla bla bla. had fun lah

saturday; went WILD WILD WET. woohoooooo(; but i fell sick. 43.8degC ): damn hot. got flu. cough. yeah. slept at the chalet for one night. got barbeque. next day went to the beach. i felt no better, cough getting worst.

monday, eh i cant rmb(:

tuesday: went to doc. he said i might have dengue :/ got medicine and TWO DAYS MC(: went to grandma's place. yeah. felt damn sick so i went home first. vomitted. slept. bla bla

wed, went doctor again cos i got these beeg beeg RED BULGING patches on my thigh. turns out, i'm allergic to amoxyl, an antibiotic lah. then jr called an i got my hmwk, i got take-care wishes, and cassandra told me not to do any hmwk. haha(:

AIYA I LAZY LAH(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
2/01/2006 09:33:00 PM

26.1.06

I'LL BLOG TMR, dont worry, i'll rmb EVERYTHING. including the MOCKERY OF TLL(:

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
1/26/2006 09:54:00 PM

24.1.06

YOU KNOW WHAT, i got this huge HUGE mosquito bite high up my thigh. how the hell did the mosquito get there. now its so damn itchy and its hard to scratch. i had to change into boxers ): stupid mosquito... i dont like mosquitos

peer leader session
SO DAMN TIRING LAH. i run here and there. and EVERYWHERE. haha
i practically run to every class lah.
we played knots then me lynette and li pin ended up holding each other and geraldine someone and somone hold each other
haha
much more fun lah today

tmr;
SOCIAL STUDIES TEST.
anyone can tell me what it is?
theyfeelthatimverydisrespectful. ireallydontmeantobe. ireallydont. iknowi'vebeenpmsingalot. sorryma'ams. i'vegottenalotofbadnewsthesedays. imreallyreallysorry

SOBS ):

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
1/24/2006 08:05:00 PM

22.1.06

FRIDAY

had fry house party! (:
played some games, OH, and JESS made new cheers, with improvisasion(:

FRY HOUSE X4
go fry [ECHO:go FRY] x2

the whole thing twice.
then sittaye got a funny one(: haha, shant say.
aiya then wanted ll's dad to send us to red hill and got big commotion lah.
AIYA, FORGET IT LAH(:

yesterday

got BEACH SAFETY MATTERS thingy at sentosa.
WE DIDNT WIN!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!.

somemore the first prize is VISOR! damn it):
OH WELLS. so sad...
oh yah it was dhanusha's birthday, then they were SINGING SO DAMN LOUD LAH. i dont know whether to scream along or to feel malu. haha.
our sqd wanted to sing for her but we all kind of forgot in the bus cos everyone was sleeping. yeah. so HAPPY BIRTHDAYonbehalf of our sqd. yeah.

tkd, it was my last tkd session with sir.
i may probably come back after 'O' levels. maybe i'll come back much later. i dont know. ): we were doing our kicks and we saw a BOTAK jianye in army u. i was like WAH.

today
i slept in the bus so i didnt pick up cyn's, jr's, theresa's , halie's and xm's calls. so so sorry. when i looked at my phone i saw 23 missed calls, i was like WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

was so damn sleepy and tired. i didnt feel like doing grading. but nothing bad happened to me lah. jun wei DAMN CUTE, and a korean guy DAMN SHUAI. then got this ma'am always block me and cyn of our view. then we decided to call her fat ma'am. (;

to liling: CHEER UP OR I'LL PUNCH YOU. quotes from jw:"you - somemore lah, you SISSY girl." haha(:

to theresa: i heal you back for you(:

to cyn: SORRY FOR YOU BLUEBLACK, is there really one?

to jess: THANKEW(:

to pokkai: it's alright. these things happen. dont be sad. wo ai ni! i lend you my shoulder ah, you can bite me as much as you want. the most pain and i bite you back(; MUAHAHA. yay! i bite you.

to =_=: done

to ...:im in 3s3; you?

yeah; AND YOU KNOW IT
1/22/2006 09:17:00 PM